14.08.2021
Ghosts
I am being chased by ghosts in the hallways
And in the evenings they sit on my shoulders
They peek out from behind the furniture
And they trip me just as I'm thinking about taking off
But soon it will be March
And their faces will be exposed from under the snow
They say my name again as though a prayer
These shadows sewn into my gown
It all feels like I've been asleep
I would cry for help but my mouth won't open
When night turns to morning
And my dream is revealed
As a nightmare
But I'm here, raise your weapons
I will die with you if you demand it
I refuse to run anymore
No ghosts to bury
I feel it, them dragging me into the shadows
My senses say to fear
Why should I fear?
But I'm here, raise your weapons
I will die with you if you demand it
I refuse to run anymore
No ghosts to bury
But I'm here, raise your weapons
I will die with you if you demand it
I refuse to run anymore
No ghosts to bury
28.06.2020
Thank you
This same dream repeats itself
Fairly often now, yeah
When the water splashes off the eaves
And runs down the skin
And I listen to the rain
Like I would be listening to God
It rinses off of me
Everything that is loose
Today I forgive you everything
I have chosen these words carefully:
Thank you for stopping next to me just for a moment
I'm happy that I captured
Your light into the memories and beautiful dreams
I have carried hatered
Across the borders
But it won't reach its target
Or it's uncertain
Now I kiss the rain
Like I would kiss you again
But it won't extinguish the fire
Since it made you run away
Today I forgive you everything
I have chosen these words carefully:
Thank you for stopping next to me just for a moment
I'm happy that I captured
Your light into the memories and beautiful dreams
Like I would have sunken, melted into one
[Existing] with the silence that took you
Senses at peace, fears buried
I wake myself again
Today I forgive you everything
I have chosen these words carefully:
Thank you for stopping next to me just for a moment
I'm happy that I captured
Your light into the memories and beautiful dreams