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13.04.2022
07.02.2022
A Storm Brewing In The Sky
All lines in my palm are awry.my reflection’s a stranger to me
07.02.2022
Fortunate
Sometimes I want to move forwardYet I can't help but keep turning back
Running in the beautiful day when suddenly a storm comes
Waiting for the next sunny day
Sometimes I pass by (Do you like me?)
Similar to the street corner where we met before
The dream in my heart can't be held any longer (Do you miss me?)
That' s why we are afraid to give promises to each other
If the happiness can be worn on the hand like a ring (Do you love me?)
At least the next time you can be less confused when you are hurt
If I have to walk through the struggles for happiness
I must be strong and not be afraid to wander alone
If tears could reflect the shimmer like a ring
To shine every moment in the past, in the present, in the future, without hiding
If happiness is really waiting for me now
I wouldn't be afraid to ask you this question
Do you love me?
Sometimes I want to turn back
Go back to the end of the memories that cannot be returned (Do you love me?)
At that time, I said to myself, 'I wish I could be happy'
Why don't you dare to have it now?
Sometimes you will laugh at me
I hate loneliness but I don't dare to love
If I could be happy why would I give it up?
I don't want us to end up like this
If happiness can be worn on the hand like a ring (I love you)
At least the next time you can be less confused when you are hurt (I love you)
If I have to walk through the struggles for happiness(I love you!)
I must be strong and not be afraid to wander alone
If tears could reflect the shimmer like a ring
To shine every moment in the past, in the present, in the future, without hiding
If happiness is really waiting for me now
I'm not afraid to answer this question myself
I love you!
02.02.2022
The Edelweiss Pirates Ballad
A bronze-plaque mounted at the embankmentSomebody put some flowers on the ground.
In the arcade across the way a dream world, glaring and colourful.
The wind blows rain across the sqare where once the gallows stood.
The raindrops run along the embankment.
The Venloer street is jammed, rush hour, four pm.
Life goes on, what's over is over,
among those murdered wrere boys from Ehrenfeld.*
At the time when in a brown night freedom died,
a whole nation was forced into a brown, black and grey uniform.
As the limping man* agitated for war and invasion,
as half the worl was burned for the Führer and capital,
as in barracs, schools and plants the youth was worn out,
over heavily bombed cities and Auschwitz stood the smoke,
there bloomed a little flower in our destoyed city, strongly windswept,
which did not die in spite of the swastika, Gestapo and death's-head.
With guitars against the Nazi marches, it started that way.
And were they caught on a forbidden trip, then there were fights:
the girls stayed behind, they held the guitars.
The boys bravely fought the HJ, Gestapo and SS.
They didn't want a HJ uniform,
they didn't want any drill.
They went out into nature
and played Buffalo Bill.
In the Königsforst*, at the Felsensee,
with guitars, dreams in their heads,
there they were sitting and singing,
when the HJ came they fought.
Swastika and Hitler salute,
that didn't suit them.
And also the master race bullshit
they didn't go along with.
Edelweiss pirates, that's what they called themselves,
where that little flower bloomed, yes, there was resistance.
The fashists knew it very well
But nowadays hardly a schoolbook talks about this.
But then in 39, when the masters started war,
any method to fight the Edelweiss was used.
In Brauweiler*, in the EL-DE house* they beat up the boys,
the hangmen didn't care about the fact that some of them still were kids.
And those who were not broken knew: It's over now!
Next time we are dead, we can't go back home!
In ruins, parks and garden huts they hid themselves.
They stole food and weapons, otherwise they would have died.
With some people of the underground they shared like brothers
And when nazis shot at them they defended themselves.
They also killed nazis, but that didn't always work out.
In October 44 a part of them was caught.
They didn't want a HJ uniform...
A bronze-plaque mounted at the embankment
Somebody put some flowers on the ground.
Life goes on, do you know what happened at that time?
The youngest of the boys killed here was 16 years old.
Today this part of the street where the gallows stood
is called 'Bartholomäus-Schink-Street'.
Bartel was one of the youngest
hanged by the nazis.
The fact, that this part nowadays is called after him
didn't happen by itself.
We have fought for it, year after year,
against the masters here in the government in Cologne.
The masters nowadays
don't want to acknowledge the Edelweiss pirates
as members of the resistance and honour them.
They partly refer to statements and
reports written by their hangmen:
to Gestapo records!
But - we don't forget.
Edelweiss pirates, that's what they called themselves (4x)
31.01.2022
Oyster Vermicelli
Oysters and vermicelli, one likes being in water, one likes drying in the sunTheir lives are not the same, they didn't expect the result to be so close
Like you and I, we didn't know each other at first, but now we go together
If you want to listen to music, I'll play the guitar and sing for you
You and I are like oysters and vermicelli
A tasteless life would be fragrant if not for you
If I feel lonely, you'll be there to accompany you
In fact, joy is so simple
You and I are like oysters and vermicelli
A tasteless life would be fragrant if not for you
Now I know that I'm not alone
When there's oysters, there's vermicelli
This world seems to be fine with or without me
But when there's you singing with me, how comfortable it could be
With you accompanying my life, although I can be afraid
But without you, I don't know what I can do
You and I are like oysters and vermicelli
A tasteless life would be fragrant if not for you
If I feel lonely, you'll be there to accompany you
In fact, joy is so simple
You and I are like oysters and vermicelli
A tasteless life would be fragrant if not for you
Now I know that I'm not alone
When there's oysters, there's vermicelli
Now I know that I'm not alone
When there's oysters, there's vermicelli
12.12.2021
Long Ways to Go Yet
Where once was lightNow darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Don't say goodbye
Don't say, I didn't try...
These tears we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies
You told us
The hurt, the blame!
And we will weep
To be so alone
We are lost!
We can never go home
So in the end
I will be, what I will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me
Now we say, goodbye
We say, you didn't try
These tears you cry
Have come too late
Take back the lies
The hurt, the blame!
And you will weep
When you face the end alone
You are lost!
You can never go home
You are lost!
You can never go home
The strength, the weapon
The needs of the valiant
The ring...
The strength, the weapon
Go to victory!
The strength...
Beyond the sea, Elbereth Star-kindler
Sorrowing you must go,
and yet you are not without hope
This is not the end
This is the beginning.
the beginning....
You cannot falter
Hope
26.11.2021
Autumn People
To WolfgangWe’re autumn people, you and I
What else is here to state?
For we were born to wisdom that
What’s blooming now is bound to die
20.11.2021
Valhalla
Some want to go to heaven and some want peaceSome want to be reborn, a life they've never lived
Someone goes straight to hell to be a fucking asshole
Finally I can promise you - I am not going there
Because I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Take me to Valhalla when it's all over
Raise your glass, no boredom, only party for all eternity
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Raise your glass, no boredom, only party for all eternity
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Everyone can ask themselves but no one can unerstand
When you close your eyes, where can the path go?
But when my time comes I will laugh along
Because I will not calm down, I will party harder
Because I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Take me to Valhalla when it's all over
Raise your glass, no boredom, only party for all eternity
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Raise your glass, no boredom, only party for all eternity
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Valhalla when I die
When it's all over
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Take me to Valhalla when it's all over
Raise your glass, no boredom, only party for all eternity
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
Raise your glass, no boredom, only party for all eternity
I want to go to Valhalla, Valhalla when I die
04.11.2021
To Oostende by train
To Oostende by trainChuk chuk toot*
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
It was a long hot summer
At the beach in Oostende
I was romantic, a real dreamer
But most of all I was sunburned
She came to save me from my pains
Oh how she thought me then
That I wouldn't be hurt so much
If I had used sunscreen
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
She had so much to tell me
And I listened meekly
She was a miracle at peeling
Shrimps from the see
She knew everything about the fish
About the plaice and codfish
And I couldn't miss here anymore
When she said: I love you
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot*
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
The holiday ended
And she couldn't come with me
But now I'm every week
In the express train to the sea
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
To Oostende by train
Chuk chuk toot
Because my lover lives there
Chuk chuk toot toot
Who spoiled me for weeks
Chuk chuk toot toot
That's why she became my love
03.10.2021
Îmi poți simți inima
Versions: #1Poți auzi tăcerea?
Poți vedea întunericu?
Poți repara stricatul?
Poți simți... oare-mi poți simții inima?
Poți ajuta pe desperați?
Căci, eu cerșesc în genunchi
Poți să-mi salvezi sufletul ticălos
Oare mă vei aștepta?
Îmi pare rău fraților
Atât de rău, iubito
Iartă-mă tată
Te iubesc mamă
Poți auzi tăcerea?
Poți vedea întunericu?
Poți repara stricatul?
Îmi simții inima?
Îmi simții inima[3x]
[3x]
Mi-e frică să mă apropii și urăsc să fiu singur
Tânjesc că acest sentiment să nu-l simt deloc
Cu cât mă ridic, cu atât mă scufund
Nu-mi pot îneca demonii, ei știu a înota
Îmi simții inima?
Poți auzi tăcerea?
Poți vedea întunericu?
Poți repara stricatul?
Poți simți... oare-mi poți simții inima?
04.09.2021
Yadigar Ejder
I am waitingIn the nothingness
I am in no rush
What about? You would choose me
Oh, that mess huge world passing through you
I didn't know, otherwise I would've been right beside you
Do you remember?
Our sixpenny richness
I am the one burning, I am going
I'm lonely
Oh, that mess huge world passing through you
I didn't know, otherwise I would've been right beside you
[We're living in a world where everybody is stranger
Lonely and also odd
I'm going, yes, I'm going!
But one day, I will depart from this world without anyone knowing
At that time, no one will find me, no one!]
Oh, that mess huge world passing through you
I didn't know, otherwise I would've been right beside you
Oh, that mess huge world passing through you
I didn't know, otherwise I would've been right beside you
20.08.2021
Destul de bun la băut bere
N-am fost făcut să sap gropi adânci,Nu sunt făcut să pavez drumuri lungi,
Nu-i de mine să mă urc pe stâlpi de curent,
Dar, sunt destul de bun la băut bere.
Nu sunt genul care să lucreze-ntr-o bancă,
Nu-s bun de fel la dat cu vopsea,
N-am nici un talent să fac motorul să toarcă, nu,
Dar sunt destul de bun la băut bere.
Refren:
Așa că mai adu-mi una, pentru asta-s aici, sunt făcut să mă distrez,
Îmi place viața de noapte, și Bud Light, îmi plac reci și-nalte.
Nu știu nimic despre tunsul ierbii dese,
Sunt prea încet să lucrez prea repede,
Nu mă ocup de ferestre, deci iubito nu mi-o cere,
Dar, sunt destul de bun la băut bere.
Tipul care drege și face, poate că nu-s,
Și nici cunoscut c-aș face de toate,
Dar cel mai bine lucrez când e cald,
Că-s destul de bun la băut bere.
Refren:
Așa că mai adu-mi una, pentru asta-s aici, sunt făcut să mă distrez,
Îmi place viața de noapte, și Bud Light, îmi plac reci și-nalte.
N-am fost făcut să sap gropi adânci,
Nu sunt făcut să pavez drumuri lungi,
Nu-i de mine să mă urc pe stâlpi de curent,
Dar, sunt destul de bun la băut bere.
Sunt destul de bun la băut bere!
Ahhh, mai aduceți-mi una băieți, pentru asta am venit!
03.08.2021
You are my spring (Dear my spring)
If you let someone get in your heart,You'll have a place that's easy to get hurt
I know I'm afraid of this excitement
Cause one day I'll make you cry
Get away from me, no stay here
I can't hold you and I can't let you go
Because I can't promise you that common word 'forever'
I'm here, like a friend
I'm hugging you, I'm covered with scars
I can't tell youI everything is all right, let's be together now
This hesitation is making me sad
I'd rather wish you'd blamed me a lot
Just a little more, no just until here
I don't want to be a painful season for you
You've already approached me like spring
I'm standing here like a fool
Get away from me, no stay here
Even if I can't hold you and I can't let you go
Even if I can't promise you that common word 'forever'
I'll be here by your side
Until the day my heart beats
25.07.2021
Înfricoșător
În răcoarea serii,Când totul devine cam atrăgător,
Mă suni și mă întrebi
Dac-aș vrea să merg cu tine și să văd un film.
Mai întâi spun ”Nu, am câteva planuri pentru la noapte.”,
Și apoi mă opresc
Și spun „de acord”.
Dragostea e cam nebună cu un băiețel înfricoșător ca tine.
Mereu mă ții în presupuneri,
Parcă nu știu niciodată la ce te gândești.
Și dacă o fată se uită la tine,
E sigur că ochișorul tău va clipi.
Mă încurc, nu știu niciodată unde stau,
Și apoi tu zâmbești
Și mă prinzi de mână.
Dragostea, cu-n băiețel înfricoșător ca tine, e cam nebună.
Înfricoșător...
Dacă decizi într-o zi să încetezi cu acest mic joc al tău,
Îți voi spune toate cele pe care inima a tânjit să le spună.
Fix ca o fantomă, mi-ai bântuit visele,
Dar acum știu
Că nu ești ceea ce pari.
Dragostea e cam nebună cu un băiețel înfricoșător ca tine.
Înfricoșător, înfricoșător, așa e...
Înfricoșător, o da, da...
Am zis înfricoșător, da, da...
25.07.2021
Vreau numai să fiu cu tine
Nu știu ce mă face să te iubesc așa,Știu doar că nu vreau niciodată să te las să pleci.
Pentru că ai început ceva, nu vezi
Că de când ne-am cunoscut, m-ai atras atât de tare?
Se întâmplă să fie adevărat, vreau numai să fiu cu tine.
Nu contează unde mergi sau ce faci
Vreau să petrec fiecare moment al zilei cu tine.
Uite ce s-a întâmplat de la un singur sărut,
Că mă pot îndrăgosti așa, n-aș fi crezut.
E-o nebunie, dar e adevărat: vreau numai să fiu cu tine.
Te-ai oprit și mi-ai zâmbit
M-a întrebat dacă aș îndrăzni să dansez,
Am căzut în brațele tale deschise,
Nu am avut nicio șansă.
Acum ascultă, iubite!
Vreau doar să fiu lângă tine peste tot
Atâta timp cât suntem împreună, dragă, nu-mi pasă,
Pentru că ai început ceva, nu vezi
Că de când ne-am cunoscut, m-ai atras atât de tare?
Indiferent ce faci, vreau numai să fiu cu tine.
Te-ai oprit și mi-ai zâmbit
M-a întrebat dacă aș îndrăzni să dansez,
Am căzut în brațele tale deschise,
Nu am avut nicio șansă.
Acum ascultă, iubite!
Vreau doar să fiu lângă tine peste tot
Atâta timp cât suntem împreună, dragă, nu-mi pasă,
Pentru că ai început ceva, nu vezi
Că de când ne-am cunoscut, m-ai atras atât de tare?
Indiferent ce faci, vreau numai să fiu cu tine.
Am zis că indiferent, indiferent ce faci,
Vreau numai să fiu cu tine.
29.06.2021
Embrace (We Will Be Not All Together)
Versions: #1Let’s call this the end
I’m sure others would too
The more we try to find our hearts
The more we try to hide each other
It gets harder (uh)
As I hold you for the last time
Your embrace
Was warmer and smaller than I thought
For some reason (For some reason)
I started to hate the precious you and these late feelings
Your embrace
Was warmer and smaller than I thought
So I felt sorry (I felt sorry)
And hoped this wasn’t the end
Let’s call this the end
It hurt a lot but I’m sure it’ll be alright
The more we try to find our hearts
The more we try to hide each other
It gets harder (uh)
As I hold you for the last time
Your embrace
Was warmer and smaller than I thought
For some reason (For some reason)
I started to hate the precious you and these late feelings
Your embrace
Was warmer and smaller than I thought
So I felt sorry (I felt sorry)
And hoped this wasn’t the end
Let’s get farther away, farther away
If not now, it’ll never happen
Let’s get farther away, farther away
If not now, it’ll never happen
Let’s get farther away, farther away
If not now, it’ll never happen
Let’s get farther away, farther away
If not now, it’ll never
uh - uh - I hated it
Your embrace
Was warmer and smaller than I thought
So I felt sorry
And hoped this wasn’t the end
25.06.2021
avenues
avenuesavenues and flowers
flowers
flowers and women
avenues
avenues and women
avenues and flowers and women and
an admirer
12.04.2021
Major Tom
The light is glowing greenin the control center,
it's time to say goodbye.
All is clear,
first a 'last check'
in the program.
Everything must be perfect
before this journey
into the space
Efficacy without limits,
scientific discoveries
without emotions
created a chance
to disappear
'up'n away to nowhere'
says Major Tom
and said farewell!
3,2,1 and
space, vast and cold
that's where the journey goes
we have liberty
the stars are luring
Everything works normally,
just at this moment
the danger for a crash
has been overcome.
the computers continue
to check,
do what they want now,
but what do they know
about Major Tom?
The light blinks red
in the control center,
something has happened
that changed the course!
'Hello Major Tom
are you with us?
You made a mistake,
altered the program!'
but they get no answer ...
Hello? Hello Major Tom? Hello ... hello?
space, vast and cold
that's where the journey goes
we have freedom
the stars are luring
space is glowing bright
so full of stars
all is marvelous,
now he is free
he has found home
to his realm,
flew from a world
controlled by technology
I will never ever
come back
if you won't understand
and rethink'
says Major Tom
space, vast and cold
that's where the journey goes
we have freedom
stars are luring
space, vast and cold
that's where the journey goes
we have freedom
stars are luring
space, vast and cold
that's where the journey goes
we have freedom
the stars are luring
11.04.2021
Steel City
'Let me see your tears for once'I cast a spell on your warm back
Kiss the slight fever away,
and hear the rattling sound of the projector, always unexpected
Just wait for it,
I'll become just like a Steel City, 1,
and I won’t be kind even to the poor, abandoned cats
The ashes from the cigarettes will be dancing in the air,
and become just like your back, that I cannot grasp
And for the cats scribbled in the walls: I’m sorry.
I'll become just like a Steel City 1
and hide my voice all through the night
- “Steel City” is a common nickname for cities that were known for their production of large amounts of steel. In Japan, there’s an industrial city called Muroran, that lies on the southern coast of Hokkaido, it was known as a Steel City for its heavy steel manufacturing, but it all declined after the 70’s and and it became a forgotten, “grey smoke pouring from the steel mills settling upon the sky” kind of town. “Steel City” is also the exact name of the main setting in Jules Verne’s dystopian novel “The Begum’s Fortune”
16.03.2021
An Air Kiss
I like to dreamI only don't know about what,
And this lesson too
Seems like it will never never end.
If through the windown-
If I gazed through the window more often...
Wow, I saw someone
Arrogantly staring at me!
An a, a, a, air kiss
Was s, s, s, sent by a boy
An a, a, a, air kiss
Was s, s, s, sent by a boy
And I saw him no more.
My thoughts are wandering
They rush, rush in a circle.
Maybe you are there as well,
My unknown boy?
If I knew,
For what reason, I constantly gaze through the window
And cannot move away -
I am waiting, waiting for air kisses.
An a, a, a, air kiss
Was s, s, s, sent by a boy
An a, a, a, air kiss
Was s, s, s, sent by a boy
And I saw him no more.
24.02.2021
Boomerang
There was once a boomerang.It was a bit too long.
It flew a short distance,
but it never came back.
The crowd there, for hours, still
waited for the boomerang.
21.01.2021
Atlantic City
Ei bine, l-au aruncat în aer pe ,,Puiul” (Phil Testa) în Philly noaptea trecută, acum i-au aruncat în aer și casaPe trotuar, sunt pregătiți pentru o luptă, vor vedea ce pot face băieții care se ocupă de pariuri
Acum aceste probleme au ieșit în afara granițelor statului și procurorul districtual nu are pace
O să fie o bubuitură pe promenadă și Comisia jocurilor de noroc abea va supraviețui
Totul trece și moare iubito, asta e realitatea
Dar poate tot ce moare cândva se întoarce
Machiază-te și aranjează-ți părul tău frumos și să ne întâlnim în seara asta în Atlantic City
Ei bine, am primit un loc de muncă și am încercat să-mi pun bani deoparte
dar am căzut în datorii pe care nici un om onest nu le poate plăti
Așa că am scos ce aveam de la Central Trust
și ne-am cumpărat două bilete pentru autobuzul Coast City
Totul trece și moare iubito, asta e realitatea
Dar poate tot ce moare cândva se întoarce
Machiază-te și aranjează-ți părul tău frumos și să ne întâlnim în seara asta în Atlantic City
Acum norocul nostru poate a pirit și dragostea noastră poate s-a răcit, dar cu tine voi rămâne pentru totdeauna
Mergem acolo unde nisipul se transformă în aur, așa că trage-ți colanții pentru că nopțile devin mai reci și totul va muri
este un fapt, dar poate că tot ce moare se va întoarce într-o bună zi
Acum am căutat un loc de muncă, dar este greu de găsit
Aici sunt doar câștigători și pierzători iar Doamne ferește să te regăsești de partea greșită
Ei bine, m-am săturat să o iau de la capăt
Așa că, dragă, aseară l-am întâlnit pe tipul ăsta și o să-i fac o mică favoare
Ei bine, totul pare să treacă și să moară, iubito - asta este un fapt,
dar poate că tot ce moare se va întoarce într-o bună zi
Machiază-te, coafează-ți frumosul părul și să ne întâlnim în seara asta în Atlantic City
12.01.2021
NU MĂ POT PUNE ÎN LOCUL TĂU
În adâncul sufletului tău există o gaură pe care nu vrei să o veziÎn fiecare zi, ceea ce spui nu are sens pentru mine
Chiar și încercând, nu mă pot pune în locul tău
Undeva în noapte este o lumină în fața mea
Cerul acolo sus, cu o împingere, mă abandonează
Deși încerc, cad în râul tău
Ai reușit să mă dezamăgești
Toate prefăcătoriile tale (Ridică-te, Ridică-te, Ridică-te, Ridică-te)
Arată că te doare (Ridică-te, Ridică-te, Ridică-te)
În fiecare zi, ceea ce spui nu are sens pentru mine
Să te las înăuntru, nu este bine, nu te pune cu mine
Nu știu niciodată ce se întâmplă cu tine
Nu mă pot pune în locul tău
Tot ceea ce simți (Ridică-te, Ridică-te, Ridică-te, Ridică-te)
Arată că sângerezi (Ridică-te, Ridică-te, Ridică-te)
Adânc în sufletul tău există o gaură pe care nu vrei să o vezi
Acoperind-o ca pe o tăietură cu tipi de genul meu
Știi că am încercat, nu pot face altceva pentru tine
(Yeaaahh)
Tăietura devine mai adâncă
(Yeaaahh)
Dealul devine mai abrupt
(Yeaaahh)
Cred că nu voi ști niciodată ce se întâmplă cu adevărat în interiorul tău
Nu mă pot pune în locul tău
Nu mă pot pune în locul tău
Nu mă pot pune în locul tău
Nu mă pot pune în locul tău
24.12.2020
The Time Has Come
The time has come[For] the last fight,
The story of darkness and light.
May every day bring us
Inspiration and a tiny bit of hope,
What is [this] world? The Sun and the skies,
It is our time! No need for suffering!
I would travel back in time,
But it is impossible without [any] gates.
[I wish] to feel your touch,
To become a tear and fall off your eyelashes.
May everything happens as if it's the first time,
The clumsiness of movements and the shyness in phrases.
You'll always be [trapped] in my dreams,
[And] words of love on my lips.
But to bring back the time, I cannot bring back the time.
Why can I not? I do not want to understand this.
To continue on living like this, I cannot continue living like this.
So what to do? What must I do?
Every day I pray for us
But do you know what I'm afraid of?
The days without you [feel like] years,
The time goes by like a bitter eternity.
To end these, to end these...
I want to end these sufferings of mine. I know they can kill [me]
And your eyes, I still want to drown in your eyes,
I want to forget, I want to remember too, but there's no solution.
You're being sad and I am happy,
I know that you (f.)* are no longer mine,
I won't be left alone
Without you [I am]
Every day I pray for us
But do you know what I'm afraid of?
Days without you are like years,
The time goes by like a bitter eternity.
Like a bitter eternity.
What is [this] world? The Sun and the skies,
This is our time, no need for suffering.
24.12.2020
Reminisce
Tell me why do I have to suffer,What can you say about it?
Every moment, every second, everything reminds me of us,
But the time of goodbyes is approaching us.
The wind is cutting your wings, I feel it,
The pain, the pain, the suffering, body in flames.
I am left alone in the world of horrors and thoughts,
But only one step can save me from death.
Without repentance, numerous thoughts, without [a way to] return, the step is taken.
Reminisce, our lands have been so incredible,
Everything has changed and you're not the same.
Remember that I am not alone up in the sky,
But there is not enough space for me there,
All that seemed eternal will forever disappear in a second.
My thoughts are in your hands,
And in my heart, there is only pain and fears,
In the scary darkness is the last step,
But it isn't big enough to reach your Sun.
How to return, return everything,
How to hold back from the jump into the abyss of horrors?
An illusion is near, reality is gone.
I open up my eyes and there's darkness.
Without repentance, numerous thoughts, without [a way to] return, the step is taken.
I'll ascend up to the sky and will let go of ground,
I'll fly up high like a bird.
Reminisce, our lands have been so incredible,
Everything has changed and you're not the same.
Remember that I am not alone up in the sky,
But there is not enough space for me there,
All that seemed eternal will forever disappear in a second.
24.12.2020
I Have Something To Say
I have something to say, there are so many words in my head,I really want to scream, I've never wanted to scream so badly.
I want to hit, break, destroy,
[I want] to dream because I am alive,
I feel how the blood is pulsating in my veins
Because my spirit is brave.
I have, I have something to say to you,
In my head, there is an explosion of words,
Enough with this silence, we have to say [something],
We have something to say to you.
A word cuts like a blade,
A word flies as fast as a bullet,
I am thinking soberly,
My heart isn't quiet anymore.
I want to hit, break, destroy,
[I want] to dream because I am alive,
I feel how the blood is pulsating in my veins
Because my spirit is brave.
I have, I have something to say to you,
In my head, there is an explosion of words,
Enough with this silence, we have to say [something],
We have something to say to you.
I have, I have something to say to you...
In my head, there is an explosion of words...
I have, I have something to say to you,
I won't be quiet anymore
I won't be quiet no, no, no!
24.12.2020
How Much More/Longer?
Get set!Attention!
Balance is being lost,
You're now a king,
Drugs and alcohol,
Run forward, you'll get into a web,
The last minutes of your life,
There's no air left for you.
How much more
Blood do you need
To forever
Satisfy your thirst for misery?
How much longer
Do [we] have to be patient for you
To understand?
You should not spill into where you drink from
And forget about who you are.
Recompense for neglect
[Is that] you will receive suffering,
Recompense for arrogance
Is eviction from your dear home.
How much more
Blood do you need
To forever
Satisfy your thirst for misery?
How much longer
Do [we] have to be patient for you
To understand?
Eviction knows no limits,
The worst of punishments,
There won't be any care left for you,
There won't b love,
Forget everything,
You can't get it back,
But always remember
It's better to live than it is to exist!
How much more
Blood do you need
To forever
Satisfy your thirst for misery?
How much longer
Do [we] have to be patient for you
How much more
Blood do you need
To forever
Satisfy your thirst for misery?
How much longer
Do [we] have to be patient for you
To understand?