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My Soul

My soul, my soul, arise, why do you sleep?
The end is nigh, and thou shalt be afflicted.
Therefore rise up, so that Christ, the God, may spare thee,
He who is omnipresent and fills all things.
 

Feelings on the top of Huangshan

Looking at Tiandu Peak and the Guest-Greeting Pine
and two flying peaks---Lotus Peak and Shixin Peak from afar,
I write about such miraculous scenery with my dreamy pen.
One day Clouds will fade away, and Red Glow of Dawn will be everywhere*.
 

Letter of Farewell to my Wife

Yiying my darling,
 
With this letter I bid you a final farewell! I am writing this as a living person on earth but I will become a ghost in the underworld by the time you read this. Ink and tears flow in equal measure as I write. I can hardly go on and want to put my pen away, but I am afraid you would misunderstand my heart and think that I am so callous to forsake you or I seek death without knowing your wish for me to stay alive. So I have to overcome my sorrow to explain.
 
I love you to death! And love gives me the courage to face death. Ever since I met you, I have often wished that all the lovers in the world would find their fulfillment. But the reality is that the land is permeated in blood, and vicious thugs roam the street. How many families can claim true happiness? Just like Tang Poet Bai Juyi cries for the misfortune of a concubine, I could not be like the ancient sages who held themselves aloof from the ordeals of the common people. It is said: 'benevolence is to take care of the old as you would your own parents, to take care of the young as you would your own children.' As my heart is filled with love for you, that love makes me yearn for helping others to love whom they love. That is why I dare to die and to leave you behind. I believe that as you understand my heart, you would, even in your tears of sorrow, be glad to sacrifice my life and your well-being, for the long lasting happiness of all the people. Please do not be sad!
 
Do you remember? In one evening about four or five years ago, I once said” if one of us were to die, I wish that you would die before me.” At first you were angry when you heard of it. After I gently explained my intention, you still did not agree but could not refute me. What I meant was, I knew you would not have been able to bear the sadness of my death if I were to die first. My death would have left you in a cruel agony. I would rather that it was me who would bear the sadness of our separation in death. Alas, it is I who will have to die first!
 
I can never ever forget about you! I can visualize our family residence in Back Street, and mentally enter the front door, walk through the hallway, pass both the front and back parlors, into the smaller parlor after a few turns, and the adjacent bedroom where we have lived together. Remember that in the third or fourth months into our marriage, on a winter night of a full moon, sparse plum branches outside window sieved moonlight into exquisite shadows. Side by side, hand in hand, softly we talked. Every experience was shared. and every feeling was exchanged! Oh the memories left tear stains on my face!. I also remember about six or seven years ago, after I returned home from a period of desertion, you tearfully told me: 'you must let me know next time you go on a long trip. I will accompany you wherever you go.' I promised you then that I would. A little more than ten days ago when I came back home, I had wanted to tell you about this journey. However, when I was with you, I could not bring it up. Especially since you were pregnant, I was afraid you could not bear the sadness. All I could do was to take refuge in alcohol to inebriate myself. Alas, my wrenching agony at that time was beyond words.
 
It is my true wish to live out our lives together, but based on the current state of affairs - natural disasters can kill us, thieves and robbers can kill us, the upheaval in the breaking up of China by foreign powers can kill us, corrupt and despotic officials who abuse people can kill us. Our generation lives in a country where death can strike people at any time, anywhere. When that happens to one of us, could you or I bear to just helplessly watch the other die? Even if we escape death, what is to prevent us from being forced to separate from each other until our longing eyes become blind and our yearning bones turn into fossils? The pain of separation is worse than death. And just like a broken mirror cannot be restored, families separated hardly end in a happy reunion. We are fortunate to be alive and healthy today. But the number of people who had wished to live yet perished, and couples who had wished to be together yet were separated, is countless. Can true lovers like us bear with this? This is why I have made the decision to lay down my life, even if it means losing you. I will have no regrets. The success of of the revolution will be on the shoulders of my comrades. Yixin is five years old now, he will be a grown man soon. Please raise him well and make him like me. I suspect the life in your womb is a girl. If so, she surely will be like you, and I will be very glad. Or maybe it is a boy, then please educate him to follow my aspirations. So there will be two of me after my death. Great! Great! Our family will become very poor. Poverty is not a great hardship for a life lived simply.
 
I have no more words. If I should hear your wails from afar in the underworld, I ought to answer with wails of my own. I do not believe in ghosts, but now I wish they do exist. Nowadays people also claim that telepathy is possible via bio-electrical signals. I also hope the claim is true. So after my death, my spirit will still be at your side and you do not feel the sorrow of losing your spouse.
 
I had not revealed to you my aspirations. It is my fault. But if I had told you, I was afraid that you would have been worried about me every day. I could willingly sacrifice my life for my country a hundred times, but I cannot bear the thoughts of your worrying about me. I love you most deeply, and I am always anxious that I have not thought for you carefully enough. You are fortunate to marry be, but are unfortunately to have been born in today's China. I am so fortunate to have you, but so unfortunate to have been born in today's China. In the end, I cannot tend only to my self interest.
 
Alas! So much love, so small a handkerchief, and so many feelings from the heart left unsaid, but you can glean the rest. I can no longer see you now! I know you won't be able to let me go. Will you see me often in your dreams? I am tumultuous!
 
4/24/1911 2am
 
PS. Our aunts are all proficient in literature. Please ask them for help if anything is unclear, I really want you to fully appreciate what I meant.
 

She wants me

She wants me-ee-ee
 
It was late, I wanted to go
Next to the wardrobe and I had my coat on already
She said: will you wait a little while?
And just fifteen seconds later
Her lips had left a print on my neck
No, she is not shy
 
I see that every boy secretly looks at her
She has everyone in easy reach
 
But she wants me and wants that to be known
She wants me, and she is far too ambitious
But still before I could have imagined possible
Her name is all over my body
She wants me-ee-ee, yes she wants me-ee-ee
 
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
 
On the way to her house
I pay for the taxi and her shoes are already off
Because we couldn't wait anymore
She closes the door, turns off the lights
Clothes on the staircase and my fingers on her skin
It will be a sleepless night
 
I see that every boy secretly looks at her
She has everyone in easy reach
 
But she wants me and wants that to be known
She wants me, and she is far too ambitious
But still before I could have imagined possible
Her name is all over my body
She wants me-ee-ee, yes she wants me-ee-ee
 
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
 
I cannot believe that I am here, I am here
She wants me alone but even closer, nooo
I cannot believe that I am here, I am here
She wants me alone but even closer
 
But she wants me and wants that to be known
She wants me, and she is far too ambitious
But still before I could have imagined possible
Her name is all over my body
She wants me-ee-ee, yes she wants me-ee-ee
 
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh, oh
She wants me-ee-ee
 

Falun Dafa is Good

Falun Dafa is good
Falun Dafa is good
Falun Dafa is the righteous practice
The Buddha light illuminates everywhere
 

Without you

Do you remember the day, when did you see me for the first time?
Or do you remember all the enjoyments, that lived out with me?
I think of your face every day.
When I stare, so you dont gaze.
Disclosing, when you secrete from me,
Days without you infill my callendar.
When we were together far back as, so why not now?
Affections once, wall is around now.
I am florid just at the surface
I see greyness instead of colours.
I realize, that it will not avail to cry at this very moment.
Inginess accompanies me every evening.
And you walk away like days, that we dreamed of.
The others converse about love, we lived through it.
I recall your first profession,
We were ours and now we are unfamiliar.
I dont even have aspiration to type to you, its all over.
That is the way is love, it fascinating you perfectly.
However I am uninterested in reminding me over and over,
Typing to you, telephoning you, falling asleep beside you.
I have to light out all the candles,
Becoming acquainted again and forgeting again,
I realize, that it will not avail to cry at this very moment.
Inginess accompanies me every evening.
And you walk away like days, that we dreamed of.
The others converse about love, we lived through it.
Our love withered away like rose, which you confered.
Dont reckon on it, that I will acognize over further.
I am cured, I dont feel distress.
Its over, so just to keep it in your mind,
I realize, that it will not avail to cry at this very moment.
Inginess accompanies me every evening.
And you walk away like days, that we dreamed of.
The others converse about love, we lived through it.
I realize, that it will not avail to cry at this very moment.
Inginess accompanies me every evening.
And you walk away like days, that we dreamed of.
The others converse about love, we lived through it.
 

Tears Fall like Rain

When I was young, every time the rain fell
I would always run to Grandma and say that I'm afraid
'Little lamb wants to go home'
Grandma would lull me to sleep by singing with a hoarse voice
And then kissing my cheeks
 
People say childhood is an ivory tower
To see the world, we have to cross the fence
This little lamb wanted to leave home
I traveled alone to see the lights and bustle as they said
 
When tears fall like rain, it's like the sky is about to collapse
I missed my family and friends, alone in a faraway land
Tears fall like rain, the road home was more slippery
I remembered what Grandma said back then
Every step, no matter how small, can be regarded as growing up
 
After I left, the rain kept pouring
I couldn't tell my man that I'm afraid
This little lamb wanted to go home, but where is home?
I cried wolf but nobody listened, in my heart I struggled
 
People say grass that is very green is fake
Apathy is a wall, not a fence
'Little lamb, don't go home'
I heard the answer, as long as there is a path in my heart, it's never complicated
 
When tears fall like rain, it's like the sky is about to collapse
I still have my family and friends, what is there to lose?
Tears fall like rain, the road ahead is not slippery
Only then do I understand what Grandma said back then
The first step is growing up
 
When tears fall like rain, it's like the sky is about to collapse
I still have my family and friends, what is there to lose?
Tears fall like rain, the road ahead is not slippery
Only then do I understand what Grandma said back then
The first step is growing up
 

O Varying (14)

1.
O varying
and slippery Fortune,
giving doubt
to the tribunal of judges,
not just a little
ready for this prize
are those who worship
your willing gifts
and claim
a lofty place on the wheel
you give doubt
however, preposterously
from manure
lifting up the poor
from the orators
choosing the consul.
 
2.
What is build
By fortune, she levels

Neko

The sleeping child is rubbing its ear,
Which means there will be rain, so
Today I will be staying home
 
The rain doesn't say anything
It just keeps on falling
And, very soon
We will run out of crayons
 
As the sleeping child rubs its ear,
It means it will rain, so
I have decided to stay home today
 
The sleeping child rubs its ear,
It means it will rain, so
I have decided to stay home today
 

Fără tine

Închid ochii și te văd iarăși...
Și încerc să înțeleg cum aș putea trăi fără tine,
Să nu te cunosc și să nu te aștept, te găsesc și iar te pierd...
Și încerc să dorm, și încerc să înțeleg.
 
Dar cum se face că nu ești singură acum?
Și iar spui că o să-ți dai seama fără ajutor.
Melodiile mele nocturne îți sunt toate dedicate,
Și încă nu știu cum pot trăi fără tine.
 
Refren (x2):
Fără tine, tine, tine, nici nopți nu sunt, nici zile.
Fără tine, tine, tine, nu-i viață, nici iubire.
Fără tine, tine, tine, primăvara nu e primăvară.
Fără tine, fără tine, fără tine, fără tine, fără tine!
 
Într-o zi, cu vântul nopții, îți voi fura visele,
Știu sigur că nu mai ai nevoie de ele.
Și vise solitare urcă cu tine în nori,
M-am plictisit deja, sunt bântuit de frică.
 
Ai spus că dragostea ți-a părăsit de mult inima,
Că nu-ți pasă cine-ți va sta alături.
Dar tu nu știi că doar de tine am nevoie,
Și acum nu știu cum să trăiesc fără tine.
 
Refren (x4):
Fără tine, tine, tine, nici nopți nu sunt, nici zile.
Fără tine, tine, tine, nu-i viață, nici iubire.
Fără tine, tine, tine, primăvara nu e primăvară.
Fără tine, fără tine, fără tine, fără tine, fără tine!
 

Happy Birthday

I wish you a happy birthday
May you have a long and peaceful life
A life of harmony and happiness always
Do away with sadness and hardship
 
In this birthday, let's be happy
Let's sing sol la la, sol la la
Mi fa fa fa, mi fa sol mi re do1
Don't forget to bring presents too
 
Happy birthday, birthday to you!
'Long live', may you have a long life!
Happy birthday, birthday to you!
'Long live', may you have a long life!
 

• 1. Solmization

I Suffer Wherever I Want To

I have accepted the end without saying a peep
You turned your back and left
Where are you? No one saw you
 
Now that you got to know
That I'm with my friends drinking
You say that's ugly
Ugly is to lose such a hot woman like this
 
Who said the bar is not made for a woman?
The suffering is mine, I suffer wherever I want to
Drink one shot after the other
And let's see which of us will remain standing
 
Who said the bar is not made for a woman?
The suffering is mine, I suffer wherever I want to
Drink one shot after the other
And let's see which of us will remain standing
 
I have accepted the end without saying a peep
You turned your back and left
Where are you? No one saw you
 
Now that you got to know
That I'm with my friends drinking
You say that's ugly
Ugly is to lose such a hot woman like this
 
Who said the bar is not made for a woman?
The suffering is mine, I suffer wherever I want to
Drink one shot after the other
And let's see which of us will remain standing
 
Who said the bar is not made for a woman?
The suffering is mine, I suffer wherever I want to
Drink one shot after the other
And let's see which of us will remain standing
 

You Made Me As I Am

You are beautiful and strong
You borrow strength when i dont have
You borrow strength when i dont have
 
You are there when I grow
With you I can be weak
With you I can be weak
 
Sorry that this took so long
That I get to say this
But your place will be not filled by anyone else
 
Somtimes halves can be whole
My heart knows when it's home
By being there you have changed so much
Becouse you made me as I am
Becouse you made me as I am
 
Okay
I have a seacret that I want to tell
It was me who drank your limoncellos
Replace with water close the cap
And I realized that this is very bad idea
 
Luckily I made it out alive from that
I look at the same grin from the mirror
In the same gang until death
The best mother for me came from the bench
 
Don't worry I'm here today
Let's continue from where we were last time
And even though words are just words
Heart knows that you'll stand behind me
 
Somtimes halves can be whole
My heart knows when it's home
By being there you have changed so much
Becouse you made me as I am
 
Somtimes halves can be whole
My heart knows when it's home
By being there you have changed so much
Becouse you made me as I am
 
I did this becouse of you
You held on untill the end
And I will never forget
 
I did this becouse of you
You held on untill the end
And I will never forget
 
Somtimes halves can be whole
My heart knows when it's home
By being there you have changed so much
Becouse you made me as I am
Becouse you made me as I am